Stand

Black clouds haunting every day
and bowed figures spread around
maybe the sun will light the way
maybe a smile will break them down
maybe they'll listen
but i can't shout that loud
time's running out
i must decide somehow.

What should i take from all this silence
or should i say to wash it out
another minute i'm beside you
it's not tomorrow, it is now
that we'll discover
what it takes "to be"
what it takes
for you to see through me.

Into a dream i wake again
Too dark to see and try to touch
can't feel my hands and try to hear
a soothing voice i missed so much
but only screams
are left for me this time
ripping my flesh
to get outside.

Outside the windows you see walls
throught the walls your eager self
that holds your hand but always falls
that sees the truth but never talks
but you sit safely
life feels nice today
no need to think
someone will lead the way (if there is somewhere to go).

Why do you need so much protection
what do you stand for so upright
is this the world that you once craved for
is this your heaven in disguise
when life betrays you
then will you decide
what's yours
and what is mine.

Truth will just show but you shall feel
because your feelings is your guide
so break your mirrors, look inside you
find all the dreams that you once hide
i am a liar don't believe me
this is an immigrating thought
this is a lie
another lie...