Nightmare

It was a nightmare when dreams were lost
Cause I could not see clearly anymore
That foggy forest with no edge
It was myself.

And every creature amongst the trees
Hiding from life and death together
I could not confront anymore
It was myself.

There was no game to win or lose
Since running was not deliberating anymore
There was no trophy at the end
It was myself.

That secret fear still standing by
Reaching into my soul was not enough anymore
Cause nothingness was no ideal
It was myself.

There are no options in the woods
And all the truth I yearned to find
Would not reveal that foggy dream
Would never beat what I became
Cause I’m not myself… anymore.